Just one of those nights where your mind is filled with all the “should Is & should I nots”, the “why did I do that & why did I not do that” - all the “what ifs” in life, has caught me in a sleepless lullaby once again… 

There are days where I dream about leaving this place with only a backpack filled with the bare essentials and just enough money to survive. I calmly walk out of the house, lock the door, and take a cab to the airport. Infront of a map, I close my eyes, and point my finger - there is where my destination will be; Completely spontaneous, completely absurd, but completely refreshing and completely adventurous. I then coolly&silently disappear from this everyday-chaotic routined life, leaving behind my friends, family, work; my everything with no emotional attachments whatsoever.But then I wake up from this illusion, and ask myself… If I dream about easily, and willingly leave everything behind just for the sake of leaving, traveling and living an adventurous life… Why aren’t I willing to do the same for Him? 

I could have traveled all over the world, but in the end, no matter where my destination has been… I’ll always be stuck in this lost world. 

I can never get sick of this, nor him. He’s just so awesome :)

 Suppressed feelings, heart seeks healing. I hope flowers aren’t the only things that will blossom back to life this spring.

People always come&go, but I had always thought you’d be one to stay.A tragedy and heartbreak when you realize that you’ll just never know the truth and the reasons why… but that’s okay, because life goes on even when you let go. Lost in time, lost in reality. 

How LEGO all started… It’s a bit long, but it was definitely worth the watch. Never give up and keep your head up =)!

나는 왜 이 길에 서있나

이게 정말 나의 길인가

G.O.D<3

I never believed wholeheartedly that God truly does have a purpose for me, because in the midst of trying to find my way back in my relationship with Christ, I became even MORE lost, MORE confused and MORE broken. I was blinded by my desperate need to find “answers” from a worldly point of view, that I couldn’t see how He has been working behind-the-scenes of my life this whole time. Instead of surrendering my life and trusting Him, I was controlling it based solely on my own feelings and by trying to follow worldly standards.My purpose in life is still a little unclear, don’t get me wrong. But every time I doubt my future, whether it be through words of encouragement from friends, testimonies, or sermons/devotions, He reassures me of His great plans “to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future.” It’s okay to be broken, and it’s okay to be lost because finding who we are starts from ”embarking in an exciting journey of experiencing God’s forgiveness, mercy and discovering God’s love through our lives. God was working, is working and will continually work in our lives”, as I learnt and was reminded on Sunday. 

In the same way, those of you who do not give up everything you have cannot be my disciples. - Luke 14:33

Watch your thoughts, for they become words.

Watch your words, for they become actions.

Watch your actions, for they become habits.

Watch your habits, for they become character.

Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.

No matter how tough the going gets, let’s not give up, but persevere. 

A M E N .

A million reasons why I should have and it makes no sense, so here I am, by myself again.

Time can change alot… Wasting it would be tragic. But still I foolishly… 

Cupcakes&tea, photographs&love letters hanging by the walls, a small library shelter to be inspired&read, a stationnary section to write letters, and jewellery displayed all around for you to shop… Yup a cute, cozzy arts&crafts café&boutique is what I hope for in the future… finally found.